_JINXED`_
10.01.1990
cursed`
_____ my wish Lists
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[x] leather corset top
[x] LEVIS skinny jeans
[x] red lenses
[x] black lipstick
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[x] YSL BABYDOLL
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[x] DAVIDOFF cool waters
[x] 'FANTASY' fragrance
[x] ANNA SUI foundation
[x] ANNA SUI blusher
[x] ANNA SUI lipgloss
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[x] LOUIS VUITTON wallet
[x] LIVING DEAD DOLLS
[x] CHIVAS REGAL 18
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[x] green iguana
[x] bearded dragon
[x] ball python
[x] milk snake
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[x] conch piercing
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[x] double tongue piercing
[x] dermal anchors on temple
[x] implants on my forehead
[x] leo tattoo on my forehead
[x] abstain from sex
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[x] one FINAL drug romp
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[x] kiss from william scorpion
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[x] get william scorpion's number
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[x] liposuction on thighs
[x] artificial dimples
[x] cosmetic surgery on eyes
[x] cosmetic surgery on nose
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[x] no more tears for mum & dad
[x] totally quitting my drug habits.
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[x] i wanna be happy again.
i finally discovered..
what's between us is long gone.
those sweet nothings
those hugs and kisses
those laughter and smiles.
i've learnt to accept the fact
and face the reality
that we pratically have no future.
ZERO.
my dad keep nagging at me
and asked if i wanna marry a runaway.
and whenever he hears me
talking to rock
he would just fuck me
after i hang up.
people around me keeps
telling me that i have better choices
right in front of me
and the only reason why he's
keeping me is because
he's got nothing left.
as for myself..
i can't take the stress
of handling such a complicated matter.
all i can do everyday is wait
for a phone call
that lasted for what?
10minutes?
urghh`
after discovering that
im being unfaithful to him.
he can forgive me
i truely touched.
i used to have many reasons
to love him
to love him
countless reasons to hang on
but now i just can't find any.
but now i just can't find any.
but the road ahead of us
is so blur.
does that path actually exist?
i don't wanna know
the answer anymore.
it doesn't really matter anymore.
I SURRENDER,,
i just wnana be happy again.
all these stuffs are torturing me.
tearstaiinedd`
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